I know my life is always chaotic, it’s why I like organized chaos so much.

It’s just trying to get it organized that is the tricky part.


Dreaming of the right words to put on paper.

To find a way to tell you YOU CROSSED A LINE. I’m tired of this. I’m glad I’m moving! I’m tired of waiting for your house to get foreclosed on.

It’s time to move on.

You told me to take account for my actions sure. That’s why I moved out.

I know I’m related to you. But you’re not my friend, because of YOU I have to stay out of my cousins lives.

I can’t take being manipulated any longer.

I’m done! I’ll be gone by june 1st. Hopefully you’ll sell your place by then.

I just want to have a place to call home, where I don’t feel judged.

A place I’m comfortable saying NO, STOP, FUCK YOU.


My sisters keep reminding us that we should be the powerpuff girls. (For a convention.)

They keep telling me I should be buttercup. I keep reminding them that there is a 4th powerpuff girl…. and there are 4 of us.

Obviously I should be the one they try to create because I’m the brunette and this girl is the brunette powerpuff girl.

(One sister will have to wear a wig, well I will two if my hair is still dyed.)

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People need to realize the significance of this post, because when I reblogged it it was just blank so I think some people may not understand what this is trying to say

Adopting an animal (or buying from someone close to you who has recently had puppies, kittens, etc) is not like simply going to the store and buying a toy. You do not just get to throw it away once you are done with it and it stops being cute in your eyes

This is a real living thing that has emotions, needs, and wants, not something to be thrown away when YOU are done after YOU entered at commitment to raise and care for this animal. 

What’s just as bad as dumping the animal off just anywhere you want, whether it be on the side of the road or in a shelter, is that a lot of these animals end up dying after that. Animals are NOT always adopted and strays are not always picked up. Animals can get put down, run over, tortured, and a list of other things 

People should really think about what they are responsible for before they bring an animal into their life

Not to mention that that animal loves you, you are his world, and when you drop him off at the shelter - or worse, in the street - you are abandoning him. He doesn’t know what he did wrong, he thinks you’ll come back, maybe you just dropped him off for a bit and you’ll come back to him.
Not only did you make a commitment, but that animal loves

you and throwing them away isn’t just breaking that commitment, it’s throwing away someone who doesn’t understand why you don’t love him anymore and where you went.

This. This is honestly so true I cannot even deal with it. My aunt and uncle have two kids, that really wanted a puppy. They didn’t spend much time looking for the perfect one that would fit their family the best. Well a family friend had a bunch of puppies, Goldendoodles. Well, with out knowing how big the dog was going to get or how much work a large dog is they bought her. 
Today, she is 2 years and she is the sweetest thing when I go over to visit. But, when I do she is always in a cage. Because the second that she gets out she goes crazy. Only because she is never exercised. I find it so heartbreaking. We are trying to convince them to let us have her and take care of her. But they won’t, which has caused a family fight. 

Dog Breed Selector  - Animal Planet

Find Your Perfect Breed - Pedigree

Dog Breed Selector Tool - IAMS

There are many other resources like this online - use them and answer honestly to determine what energy level suits your lifestyle, and what each breed’s temperament and needs are. If you really must get a puppy or want to rescue a particular breed, make sure you know what you’re signing up for. Ask questions of the people at the shelter - they will be able to tell you about the dog’s behavior. 

I have a soft spot for Jack Russell Terriers… I visited a particular dog at my local shelter three times in two weeks, each time unable to bring her home because I didn’t have a yard, I didn’t have loads of spare time, and I didn’t have anyone to help me provide her with enough exercise and entertainment. She was adopted by another family and it was a joyful relief - she needed a family with children and a yard, people who could be around the better part of each day. I still wish she was around sometimes - but not at the expense of her happiness.

Consider these things when you head to the shelter as well - dogs get adopted and returned, which is twice as heartbreaking as their first surrender… Make sure you get the right fit, and understand that you may need time and patience with your new family member as they adjust to your home and you learn about each other. 

Recognize and honor the commitment that you are making.

That last picture made me die a little. Why can’t I save all the babies and make them feel safe and loved?! :(

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Bees are nature’s 3D printer

Fucking bees are the best.

Fuck yes they are.

what the actual fuck bees. why are you engineering geniuses

I love bees

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Reblog for the last one

it’s a game show where everyone eats the furniture in a room and tries to see which is made of chocolate

Found it

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i will always reblog this

The awkward tall white girl AKA dance of my people.


i will always reblog this

The awkward tall white girl AKA dance of my people.

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We all know that feeling, vending machine

Some more than others

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swat team training for when they encounter sonic the hedgehog in the field

this is where that white boy grinding practice comes in handy



swat team training for when they encounter sonic the hedgehog in the field

this is where that white boy grinding practice comes in handy

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I’m moving closer to work at the end of may. (Was gunna save my money here before I moved out, but this will be cheaper)

I got diagnosed with dust AND tree pollen allergies.

I found a good allergy medication (minimal/no noticeable side effects. )

Someone I’m seeing agreed to be exclusive. (Still don’t consider a relationship yet because we need to work through more stuff, but I’m happy this person agreed to be exclusive and see how it goes for a month before I take it public.)
(I’m nervous about this one, but I’m relieved that they agreed to stop sleeping with everyone that wasn’t me.)

The place I had work experience at hired me.
So now I know what I’m supposed to do now, even on my “first day” they noticed a change. (I was hired for a job so I now knew what I was supposed to do. So I’m not lost and can just do my job and go home.)

I did my taxes, not even online ones, I just printed off the forms and filled them out (with some help)

I listened to I’m not okay - MCR. To remind me that it’s okay to admit that not everything is fine.

Also got a lot off my chest.

To my mom (who suggested a book about daughters of addicts, to give me insight.)

To the person I’m seeing, to some guy friends I consider close friends (it used to be really hard for me to be more than just “buddies” with anyone male, just in general.)

Also THANK THE SKIES! That I got given allergy medication right before it got so hot out…

But ya ONE YEAR AFTER MY INJURY and everything is turning up Milhouse!


It’s weird to look back at art I made while depressed.

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today is the 1 year anniversary of this post. happy birthday you stupid meme.

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"When it comes down to it, I’m just a girl who wears those five-finger weird toe shoes."

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